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| Wednesday, November 26th, 2008 | | 10:50 am |
| | Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 | | 1:55 am |
| | Saturday, March 15th, 2008 | | 9:37 am |
The World is at your Feet or it's at your Throat
Guess it's been awhile. 22 weeks according to the LJ stats, which i wasn't even aware existed. I guess i just don't write in here anymore. The people i ever wanted to read this ... never did. The people that did, just didn't get it, or read to much into it. Yeah that means you, you'll read this eventually. Spam and Becky get married in two weeks. That hasn't hit me, the slow and seemingly inevitable degradation of our relationship has though. there's a lot of blame to toss around for that, mine, definitely, Spam and Becky's for not actually wanting to do anything with me. We ended our room mate relationship on good terms. I suppose. It seemed terse to me. I feel like they had wanted to get mad at me so much, yell at me for whatever. Just chose not to, course i was the same way. Blaming them for the epic amount of crap in the apartment which was and was not their fault. In the end i was just as dirty as they were, if not as cluttered. The difference being that they actually cleaned it up. I said screw it all to the apartment complex that seemed to hate us the entire time. So here i am in my new apartment with my new room mate Lynnzie, and her daughter. Yeah you read that right. i somehow got myself thrown in with a family, and actually seem like a part of it. Something i felt both ready and not ready for. I love little children, but i always thought the first 4 yr old I'd be playing and living with would be my own. "Though, at this rate, that'll never happen." ~ Lynnzie. I suppose i kind of gave up on relationships... of almost all types. Minus my essential work ones. I barely have any friends anymore... and the ones i do have.. i barely have time for. I find myself having to either focus all my attention on this family i currently live with. OR Be the asshole i always knew i was and ignore them at every chance i can for just a tiny bit of freedom. I never thought i'd be a heavy drinker. For the most part, all i do is work pick up the girl from daycare, and come home. And truly i haven't gotten their yet.. though i find myself sneaking out alone to get a drink or 4 just to keep my head on straight. I'm happy. I just went to drive to work and realize my tire is more then just flat it's practically non-existent. After all the financial trouble i went through just to get the place i live at, and to pay off all the bills. This hits me hard. If i was making about 300 dollars more a month I'd probably feel a lot more safe. As is I'm trapped, moving from one bill to the other. squeezing every penny for something more, and not getting it. I'm definitely stuck in a kind of rut. A rut that i put myself in because i was unable to say no when i should have, and too lazy to stop things wen i could have, and too kind to end it all. well i better go change that tire. Current Mood:  distressed | | Friday, October 12th, 2007 | | 1:20 am |
| | Thursday, August 23rd, 2007 | | 8:46 am |
New Ozo album? why jesh! *swoon* Current Mood:  bouncy | | Monday, June 25th, 2007 | | 5:19 am |
[url= http://www.quiztron.com/tests/color_is_soul_painte_quiz_23687.htm]What color is your soul painted?[/url] My Results: [url= http://www.quiztron.com/tests/color_is_soul_painte_quiz_23687.htm][img]http://www.make-a-quiz.com/quiz_images/full_322992279.jpg[/img][/url] Yellow Your soul is painted the color yellow, which embodies the characteristics of joy, happiness, optimism, idealism, gold, hope, liberalism, sociability, friendship, death, courage, intellect, confidence, communication, travel, movement, attraction, persuasion, and charm. Yellow is the color of the element Air, and symbolizes the sun, grain, and the power of thought. | | Monday, May 21st, 2007 | | 2:34 am |
| | Monday, March 19th, 2007 | | 10:35 pm |
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd pass And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school But their lips met, and reservations started to pass Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last Either way he wanted her and this was bad Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy Now a little crush turned into a like And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I wanna fucking tear you apart Current Mood: anxious | | 10:30 pm |
| You Are 62% Burned Out | 
You are very burned out.
You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible.
And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life.
Because you're working hard and going no where... and that would burn anyone out! |
Current Mood:  content | | Monday, February 12th, 2007 | | 12:36 pm |
It's officially complicated. Thank you Life. I needed that. Current Mood:  sick | | Friday, January 5th, 2007 | | 2:35 am |
Your results: You are Magneto| Magneto |
| 68% |
| Apocalypse |
| 66% |
| The Joker |
| 61% |
| Mystique |
| 60% |
| Riddler |
| 60% |
| Lex Luthor |
| 57% |
| Mr. Freeze |
| 57% |
| Dr. Doom |
| 52% |
| Green Goblin |
| 48% |
| Venom |
| 45% |
| Dark Phoenix |
| 44% |
| Two-Face |
| 44% |
| Poison Ivy |
| 40% |
| Juggernaut |
| 40% |
| Catwoman |
| 38% |
| Kingpin |
| 33% |
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You fear the persecution of those that are different or underprivileged so much that you are willing to fight and hurt others for your cause.
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Click here to take the "Which Super Villain are you?" quiz... | | Friday, November 24th, 2006 | | 1:33 pm |
To you...
Me quieren agitar me incitan a gritar, soy como una roca, palabras no me tocan adentro hay un volcan que pronto va a estallar yo quiero estar tranquilo Es mi situacion una desolacion soy como un lamento, lamento boliviano Que un dia empezo y no va a terminar y a nadie hace daño Y yo estoy aquí borracho y loco y mi corazon idiota siempre brillará Y yo te amaré te amare por siempre nena no te peines en la cama que los viajantes se van a atrasar Current Mood:  contemplative | | 3:53 am |
 Current Mood: content | | Saturday, November 18th, 2006 | | 3:37 pm |
Modern, Cool Nerd
56 % Nerd, 60% Geek, 43% Dork |
For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.
Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)!
Congratulations!
Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Professional Wrestling
Love & Sexuality
America/Politics
Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 58% on nerdiness |
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You scored higher than 87% on geekosity |
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You scored higher than 76% on dork points |
| Current Mood: chipper | | 3:13 pm |
| | Wednesday, October 25th, 2006 | | 2:01 am |
splintered sneezes
i find myself in a strange place this month. i find that the start of thsi season is typically very bad, but i think i've put that up before. It just seems that around this time of year....every year. I reevaluate my support group and find it either inadeuqate or non-existent. This year it's inadequate. I find that i've splintered my different needs amongst different people. My affectionate caring side goes to some. My playful adventurous side goes to others, and my lustful "affectionate" side goes to yet others. I recognize that i've done this so that i can't get hurt if anyone of said sides breaks down. Still it makes it so that i don't know who exactly to turn to when i have issues that i want addressed. I miss Val. A whole lot. She was one of the few that got to see both my affectionate and my playful side, and because of our similar history we shared alot of our personal life. She was ... pretty much my best friend. I speak about her in the past tense as if she's gone. only because i won't be seeing her in a long long long long time (seeing as she joined the air force recently). She was also my one drinking buddy. So i've lost that too. I'm dying to go to La Passion with a person who can drink wine with me, like the snob i 've always wanted to be (jk, but still i'd think it'd be fun to pick from the reserve list and enjoy it with someone). i don't necessarily miss being close to one person, because honestly i don't. I think i just don't know where to put one relationship and where to put others... where i draw the line... where can i go deeper. things like that. With the coming of the dark anniversary i want to say to msyelf that i've made some great progress. And while i know i have. I still wonder if it's really good progress. On to other things... Becky got me a sake set, THAT I LOVE I'm addicted to trail mix I love Monroe! (www.myspace.com/monroetx) i think meeting them was fate. believe me... i have some creepy stories. i'm close to starting a paladin... which will be awesome! My stalker is stronger Me and Elise have gotten closer, not close enough.. but closer. Work is a constant struggle.... but i'm surviving. School is more and more fun with every passing day. I've decided i want to visit China while in my lifetime. i've rediscovered my muse, and she lets me make beautiful things. Sacha is staying with me for thanksgiving. I'm excited about meeting the asian trio (steph knows) This Thanksgiving promises to be very interesting... very hectic... but very interesting. I hope and pray that i'll have the energy for it. My dark anniversary is coming up, i look forward to it with strange curiosity. Current Mood: mellow | | Sunday, October 15th, 2006 | | 11:47 pm |
Current Mood:  cranky | | Friday, October 6th, 2006 | | 4:25 am |
for the first time in a long time i just don't care anymore... its' 4am and i feel good about myself. seeing as many unclothed bodies as i have lately has left me jaded to the human form. The departed is abadass movie. and on a slightly related (but not really) note. They're making a movie called 300, based on the battle of thermopyle. who wants to see spartans kickin' persian ass? *raises hand* i had a strange encounter with a friend. had it been with anyone else... i would have thought it meant something... but seeing as it was with this person... i know it doesn't.. things wouldn't work out anyway. I think we both know that. I'm working the bar on a saturday night... which means BIG money for me... but cranky Aaron in the morning. Lucky for you you're not waking up next to me. Sudoku is my new obsession. The reason i had my journal friends only is gone now. Happy days are here again. Looking forward to November, because i find that october typically isn't a good month for me. Current Mood:  busy | | Monday, October 2nd, 2006 | | 1:27 am |
God Let it be true! Current Mood: amused | | Friday, September 15th, 2006 | | 2:23 am |
Just attended an incredible show... strangely uplifitng and Lauren is good too. today was a good day. Current Mood: chipper |
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